A Piece of Brainwork

I need a break

2008-06-23T20:25:00.002+12:00

First of all, syukur to Allah for His help and guidance to me for the past 4 papers. I am just hoping for the best and by God's will, i shall pass all subject.

Satisfaction, that is what i can describe myself after having a torrid night extended till morning and then do my exam. It was so awesome that i sometimes forgot how tired i was during the exam which i thought i would have fall out during the exam but God is so merciful that He rewarded my effort with a good concentration and memory. Alhamdulillah~

So what makes engineers and doctors different?....Doctors may extend human life by few years, but engineers build things that improve people life so that they can live for another 40 years!!..hehehe. After all, a world is a complex system. Everyone is important in a system. I need u, u need me. Feel the love everyone.

I need a good pair of socks. The one that will not disappear in the dryer nor washing machine. For god sake, i am sick of missing one of the pair everytime i wash them. There must be something inside there that steal my socks or maybe there is a Mr Cheapo in my flat who steal my socks and wears different socks on each leg.

My latest favourites: Songs by May, 4U2C, and of course AWIE!!!..hehehe

adios amigos! salam~

Update

2008-06-19T02:25:00.003+12:00

First of all..to you alynn, i kene dat Love Calculator thingy..exactly the same way u had it, i tulis nama Minah tuh and the result was sent to her email..sigh~ malu but at least takde la cover mcm u..wahahahah!

anyways, kepada pembaca2 blog ku ini, aku cume nak sarankan korang dengar lagu Awie, Di Penjara Janji...pastu lagu 4U2C, Hadirlah Kasih. Actly bnyk lagi lagu2 yg aku nak korang dengar since lately aku layan gile dengar playlist kat Imeem.com tuh..

To be honest, aku bukan jenis yg up-to-date like most of the teenagers nowadays. aku baru tahu kegunaan Imeem about 2 days ago. My dressing, straight forward. Takde rambu ramba...

I just had a survey done by one of my friends in Australia via YM..She was asking me about my coffee drinking habit and i kinda tell everything la..To summarize, i have coffee almost everytime i had my meals. I like coffee with hazelnut flavour. I ve never felt bored or lost interest in coffee event hough i have it very often. I first started drinking coffee regularly since in KDU and the reasons i had it because, it was awesome and when it is cold, coffee is the best drink!...not to forget, it is addictive...so the survey ended and she announced the result. And it happened dat she said, coffee is analogous to sex and my coffee drinking habit is related to my sex life...(this is based on a study, she said) and i was like, demm..she must be having so much fun laughing at me throughout the survey...to believe or not to, i have the answer..muahahaha!

anyways, it is very late.i need to sleep.to my Deng, I LOVE U SO MUCH. stay healthy and I MISS U SO MUCH. to others, have a good day..(pergh, mcm la ada frequent readers.lol) adios amigos!

Tagged by Deng & Azza...(bukan azza elite tau)

2008-06-06T22:27:00.002+12:00

Tonite, i am freaking bored. I was looking for something to do and finally realized that i can update my blog!! owh well, basically these are the 8 habits that i ve developed for the past year or so.....dengar ya~

1.minum teh dengan susu lembu asli setiap masa.seolah-olah, air kosong tidak wujud. Andai kata aku ada kat flat, aku akan buat teh….owh yeah, hal ini terjadi setelah kopi cap kapal api dan kopi tongkat ali (font sengaja dibesarkan utk memberi penekanan perihal kebaikan tongkat ali) yg aku bawak dari Malaysia telah habis..huhuh~

2.pergi ke gym sekerap mungkin..saya masih nak aktif bermain basket apabila saya balik Malaysia kelak.jadi kene maintain dari segala aspek sukan…..

3.layan Berita Jam 6:30 kat TV3 nz…habit ni baru saja aku develop.layan gak la dengar masalah orang NZ nih..ramai gak orang yg sepal rupenye kat NZ nih..tak kurang jugak manusia2 yg boleh dijadikan teladan. Contohnye, Ernest Rutherford. Die orang NZ rupenye..huhuhu

4.Jalan ke Countdown di malam hari sorang2 sebagai satu cara utk refleksi diri..bile kite sorang2, kite tend to piker pasal diri sendiri..kadang2 banyak gak la idea yg aku develop masa jalan sorang2 nih..huhuhu…

5.Pakai bracelet yg bapak aku kasi..die kata baik utk kesihatan.aku layan je la pakai.mule2 tak best..tapi lama2 rasa best pulak ada bracelet kat tangan…

6.Chillin2 hujung minggu…

7.Layan Youtube..hehehe..lagu2 oldskool rocks!!

8.Berhubung dengan Deng setiap hari. Saya nak tahu ape yg jadi kat die setiap hari…=)

Owh yeah..itulah sedikit sebanyak perihal habit yg saya develop. Lepas ini aku ingin berjalan ke Countdown mencari sesuap nasi.hehehehe..slamat semuanya! adios salam~

Owh yeah, sape yg saye mahu tag?...semua kawan2 saya yg telah terbaca blog saya.sekian yek utk hari ini...

Owh Hiba...

2008-05-24T23:04:00.002+12:00

Hari ini saya sedih. Saya tak mampu memotivasikan diri ini utk melakukan kerja sekolah. Saya sedih memikirkan masalah saya. Masalah saya yang mungkin membawa bencana kepada sesuatu yg amat saya sayangi. Saya rindu akan waktu itu. Saya mahu kembalikan perasaan itu, gembira, girang dan berpuas hati selalu. Saya runsing, masalah meruncing. Saya tak mampu berbuat ape ape lagi melainkan menyimpan hal itu di dalam hati. Saya cuba melakukan sesuatu utk melupakannya. Namun ia sentiasa bermain di pikiran. Saya hiba, namun saya cuba..cuba utk memperbaiki segalanya. Saya sayang DIA.......

Lately...

2008-01-22T21:00:00.000+13:00

Working in a timber factory is never a joy. It is very tiring. It is fuckin boring. You get stinky hands. Dust is all over the place. The machine is friggin noisy. The timber is just a piece of annoying shit when u wanna stack 'em up nicely. I dont wanna work like this in the future. I am gonna study hard to get the degree and get a better life with a better job. Fuck it!

Hello - Incubus (cover)

2007-12-28T02:07:00.000+13:00

i recently listened to this song which is rarely played before in my normal playlist. This song is wonderful. I really like it!

Sigh~

2007-12-27T14:36:00.000+13:00

I am deeply dissapointed. I thought this will be the best summer i have ever had in my life. It is just wrong. I am deeply upset....

Update Again~

2007-12-24T00:43:00.000+13:00

I am here in front of my PC, with a nice cup of hot lemon tea at 1240am Monday. I finished the weekly volleyball game quite late today. I realized that i have not played any sports for quite sometimes and i need to regain my fitness again because i played pretty badly just now and got really exhausted only after a few games played.

Well, i read at least 3 OK magazines for the past 2 days. That is because those are the only interesting magazines that i could find at my deng's place. So i read about Suri Cruise, had a look on Mr and Mrs Beckham's family pics and so on. I really think that Suri Cruise is so cute!!...and u Mr David Beckham, i admire your style!!

I am currently having a holiday for 3 weeks. The factory that i work with is closed until 14th January. I guess that is a pretty long period of unemployment and i supposed i should find some one-off jobs to add more saving into my account..

Well, my gf graduated last Friday, the 21st of December 2007. I bought a bouquet of Pink Lillies for her and her mother and sister gave another 2 bouquet of flowers to her. She was blessed with flowers that day! hehehe... These are some pictures with the graduates! To be honest, i think the graduation day really get me fired up and i feel more motivated to get the best out of my degree.Damn, i know i could do better!

I would like to congratulate all the graduates for the successful survival in uni. I do hope that i will be able to finish this degree with flying colours. Play-play no more yo! Owh if u still want to play, remember use protection.LOL ( suddenly wrong topic :p) Anyways, the uploading time really ripped my time off. I need to get a good sleep for tomorrow. Good Nite and Feel the love everyone! owh yeah before i forgot, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!

Update

2007-12-09T00:17:00.000+13:00

It is summer. So everyday is hot. But then, the wind is a good thing. It chills me most of the time....

My best friend, Alynn txted me few days ago. She asked me to update this blog. So i update this for you!! errrr....teh tarik satu!! Siapp!!

Anyways, i have just bought a new digital camera which means, there will be A LOT of pictures to be posted in this blog soon! or perhaps, i might update my Fotopages..nah, i will probably get a new Flickr or Fotopages account. The old Fotopages is soo lame. And I hope to capture nice pictures for my personal collections so that when i get old, i can show them to my grandchildren. At least they know that they have a cool grandpa who was once a so-called "hero remaja"...errrr i know u all is puking and cursing me like hell. Especially u Alynn!!hahahaaha! well, i might sound gedik and poyo but believe me i am more poyo and gedik than this...sigh~ gambar di bwh adalah usaha saya utk menghasilkan gambar yg kononnye cool...tapi sy gembira dgn kualiti kamera saya.Olympus!!!

Anyways again, this summer holiday is filled with lotsa TIMBER!! My friend call me a wood stacker. Yeah i do stack wood at the timber factory and i do it everyday. I am happy to earn the experience. I am absolutely not going to do this kind of job in Malaysia. One thing is because it is not worth the effort and aches that u get as a result of a highly repetitive job...another thing is, i dont get a good pay in Malaysia for this kind of job. I will definitely become poorer and weaker everyday.

Hey, i was so hungry today. I found some nice herbs at the kitchen this afternoon. Since i have a few chicken drumstick in freezer, i decided to make a chicken soup. I am not being sarcastic here but the soup taste bloody awesome!! Sheikh Muzaffar will surely like it and he will recomend it to all his astronout mates. That was the first attempt of making soup and thankfully it turned out to be good. Tak sia2 aku layan Food TV di kala bosan..One of my favourite cook show is Simply Ming..memang simple lah! hohohoh....

Owh gosh! I cant wait to have breakfast with Deng and shoot off to Sunday Market..hehehe.Rightyoooo, have fun everyone. If u work, do it properly. Be a responsible worker. If u study, study smartly. Do have a good and well balanced life. Oh yeah, CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO HAD MANAGED TO GRADUATE. I WISH U ALL THE BEST IN YOUR NEXT CAREER. THOSE WHO GETS GOOD RESULTS, U ARE BLOODY GENIOUS. THOSE U FAILED SOME, DONT WORRY IT IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. WE ALL AT SOME STAGE WILL FAIL. SOMETIME PEOPLE SUCCEED IN A HARD WAY. THEY FAILED A COUPLE TIMES BEFORE THEY FEEL THE SUCCESS..SO NEVER GIVE UP IN EVERYTHING U DO!!!!! THERE ARE ALOT OF OPPORTUNITIES OUT THERE.

sekain...sekian~

Lately

2007-11-11T18:50:00.000+13:00

i feel so sad of what is happening at Malaysia rite now. I am not happy with the fact that someone who is in power, is soooo coward. I feel disgusted when the strong oppress the weak. I am so unhappy with the insensitivity that some people have regarding national unity and dignity. I feel so embarassed with some leaders who lack competency. I hope to see more improvement in my country. I dont want racial disharmony. I dont want fake promises. I dont want pretenders.....Malaysia O' Tanah Air ku~

Why?

2007-11-09T14:38:00.000+13:00

Sekurang-kurangnye 3 wanita yg aku kenal nak bagi nama anak lelaki mereka ADAM sumthing. Adam Iskandar la, Adam Imran la, nasib baik bukan Adam AF. Of all names why Adam...? ada apa dengan Adam? My random guess is maybe sbb Adam tu ada bunyi orang putih dan islam. So sounds cool kot?..hohoho! How about Alip? hehehhe

Cuak

2007-11-07T21:35:00.000+13:00

Malam ini saya rasa cuak. Saya tak senang duduk. Saya tak pernah rasa secuak ini utk 2 paper sebelum ini. Saya serious takut. Hati saya berdebar-debar. Saya pergi menonton TV dengan harapan dapat mengurangkan rasa cuak, tapi saya tetap berdebar. Saya takut ini adalah petanda yg buruk....saya hanya mampu berusaha dan mengharapkan yg terbaik utk paper fluid pada hari esok. Saya dah mati akal. Tak tahu nak buat ape selain solat dan tido selepas ini...saya pasrah~

This is good

2007-11-07T02:35:00.000+13:00

To my Best Friend Raja...enjoy! Hidup mu kembali berseri. Jarang la lepak sama2 lagi.:D

To my Best Friend's GF Rina, terima kasih tak terhingga kerana membelikan saya 100g serbuk asam boi yg sudah lama menjadi idaman hati tatkala stress exam nih. Asam tu sedap tapi makcik yg buat asam tu kedekut sbb tak letak asam lebih, habuk je lebih..huhuhu

Btw, i am going to wrap up what have i learned/learnt? so far.

There are only two theories to know about this ENCI 341. Firstly is the theory of Inviscid/Irrotational Flow and another one is Boundary Layer Theorem. These two theories simply tell us about the a stream of fluid is behaving. Most importantly, these two theories are created on the basis of Navier-Stoke Equations and Mass Balance.

Inviscid Irrotational Flow theory is more applicable to an aerofoils in which the solutions obtained from the inviscid flow theories satisfies the observation. However when it comes to a bluff body this solution is simply rubbish. It is because the Inviscid Irrotational results do not show that drag is created at the downstream of the flow which is totally against the observation. Therefore to tackle this, Prandtl introduced a Boundary Layer Concept which simply says that "no matter how big your Re # is, the no-slip condition must apply at the region near the solid boundary". Hence by having this, there exist a thin layer near the solid boundary that is infinitely long.

The Boundary Layer Equations are derived by performing a scale analysis on the N-S equation of a steady flow passing through a flat plate. There are 2 key conclusions drawn upon the analysis which are mainly saying that "The diffusion of momentum on the X-direction is very small compared to the one in y-direction" Hence this allows the momentum diffusion in x-direction to be neglected in the N-S equation. Another one says that, because of the importance of the viscous effect, the remaining viscous terms will be of an order 1...

Despite the simplification achieved upon applying the assumptions, the BL equations are still difficult to be solved. However we could still perform a numerical method sing a similarity transform. The results from this numerical method shows that the velocity within the boundary layers are self-similar and this is known as BLASIUS SOLUTION.

Saya Blurrr....

2007-11-06T14:54:00.000+13:00

Pertamanye saya nak melahirkan rasa tak puas hati dengan mamat yg nama die Prandtal. Kenape la kamu pergi perkenalkan teori Boundary Layer yg sgt la susah utk saye paham. Saya mungkin kurang bijak tapi sudah hampir 2 jam saya baca pasal bende tu namun saya masih tidak paham ape yg sebenarnye encik cube sampaikan..saya pasrah lantas melayan blog2 kawan saya.

Hari ini saya pergi breakfast.saya kenyang. Saya minum banyak tapi saya makan lagi banyak..skrg saya ngantuk dan saya tak tahu kenape saya berada kat uni. saya dah hilang motivation. Mungkin sebab keadaan kat uni ni sgt tak best. Susah utk saya bernafas. Saya mahu berehat~

Saya cume nak ceritakan ape yg saya baca tadi....

Basicallay there are many disadvantages with Inviscid Irrotational Flow (IIF)Theorem. It was found that the theorem is only admissible with the real world observation for a flow passing an aerofoil. However when it comes to bluff body (ie cylinders) the results obtained from IIF analysis is wrong. It is because of the fact that in reality drag forces will created at the downstream of the flow passing the bluff body. Hence, Prandtl suggested no matter how big the Re # is, viscousity is important at the region near the solid boundaries....

itu je yg saya paham so far. Saya tengah struggle nak paham kan macam mane diorang derive Boundary Layer Equations. Saya dengan ini mengisytiharkan bahawa saya tak suke mathematics yg digunakan dalam engineering. Saya mahu tambah tolak darab bahagi sahaja.Tapi apakan daya, saya kene suke jugak sbb bende itu sgt penting. Oklah, kirim salam kat sume cousin2 anda yg cun. Itu saja yg saya minta di saat bosan ini.sekian wassalam...

ps: saya tak percaya gosip yg mengatakan angkasawan kite adalah seorang yg mencintai lelaki lain.Orang ckp lelaki Gay adalah lelaki2 yg hensem dan macho. Saya tak Gay dan saya menyesalinye~ LOL

Hmmm....

2007-11-06T00:12:00.000+13:00

PASSION'S KILLING FLOOR~

Saya Gembira!

2007-11-05T23:57:00.000+13:00

Saya sedang menunggu masa sarapan dan saya sgt excited utk sarapan kali ini. Sebab sarapan kali ini adalah sgt istimewa. Saya nak makan banyak2 dan menghabiskan waktu pagi yg indah itu.....

Saya juga bakal menerima 100g serbuk asam yg besar kemungkinan akan dimakan bersama buah epal atau pear.Hal ini demikian, NZ seolah2 tidak mempunyai jambu batu utk dimakan bersama serbuk asam itu. Saya memang mengidam gile babeng nih. Orang ingat saya mengandung tapi saya tak mampu utk mengandungkan sape2. Semoga dengan kehadiran serbuk asam ini, akan menambah asam garam kehidupan saya di sini. Saya sgt excited!

Saya baru habis peperiksaan berkaitan Mekanik Tanah. Saya yakin doa mak bapak saya yg membuatkan paper kali ini terasa tenang dan lancar. Saya mengharapkan lebih banyak doa daripada ibu bapa saya disamping doa saya sendiri. Saya sedar bahawa doa seorang ibu sgt mustajab. Jadi saya akan terus menyuruh ibu saya mendoakan saya dan saya juga akan mendoakan kesejahteraan kedua ibu bapa saya. Saya sayang mereka!

Lagi 3 kertas utk pergi! Saya tak sabar dan bersemangat untuk stadi kerana saya yaking kalo saya tak stadi saya takkan dapat jawab soalan. Semoga saya berjaya! Sekian~

Demotivated...

2007-11-04T20:46:00.000+13:00

Just now i was convincing myself that i should love things that i studied because those knowledge will assist me in achieving my ambition.

If a person wants to be good in Time-Management, he will go and find a Time-Management seminar that is organized somewhere. If i want to be an Engineer, i should learn how to be one and those subjects that i am taking right now are essential for an Engineer. Basically i cannot complain and that is what i should do. To love the knowledge and believe in them ( Can someone hypnotize me to love these subjects?? )

Just for your information, there are at least 4 types of site investigations that the engineers normally do to analyze the geotechnical structure of the site. They are SVT, SPT, CPT and Pressuremeter Test. Among those, SPT and CPT are widely used. It is important to realize that every test has got its unique advantages over each other. The least popular one is the Pressuremeter due to its highly expensive analysis and it is normally used for a project that requires a highly accurate geotechnical information about the site...So that's all for today. FEEL THE LOVE EVERYONE!!!

This is an exam week...

2007-11-03T21:52:00.000+13:00

This is an exam week. I am supposed to utilize the whole week to study and yes i do study and work my ass off on those lecture notes and wikipedia. FYI, i use wikipedia a lot in my studies because i can easily and quickly get the infos about certain things...and of course friendster & youtube sometimes help me while studying too.

One down. 4 more to go. I am not complaining for having 5 papers and also i am not complaining for finishing them off relatively late. I am having my good time studying slowly and steadily.

What's so cool about this month? Well, firsly the exam is finishing soon and therefor i will have more time to spend with my beloved deng. Secondly, 3 of my family members are celebrating their birthdays this month; Kumat aka angah, Kupik aka budak-yg-lahir-last and Mama aka mother. I never tell my family members' about this blog; therefore they dont know that i am wishing them here. So to all of them, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...i am so gonna call them tonite...

Just an announcement here, CARAMEL POPCORN IS SOO BLOODY AWESOME AND ALL OF YOU SHOULD BUY THEM AND EAT THEM AS MUCH AS YOU CAN BECAUSE YOU WILL EVENTUALLY REALIZE THAT THEY ARE SO CORNYLICIOUS!! Yes i am so addicted to them lately.

Another thing that i want to tell you is, Mr Fellenius was the person who published a solution to a slope stability analysis, one of the classic geotechnical problem. However his method was a simplistic approach which could lead to underestimation of the factor of safety for a slope. Then, Mr Bishop came in and he introduced a better analysis of a slope in which he took account the shear forces that were acting on the sides of a slope segment. That inclusion produced a much more reliable and technically correct analysis of the slope.Lastly, Mr Spencer was the hero. He was a better genious. He took account the resultant forces that act on the sides of the segment. His approach is good but the calculation gets more complicated. Despite its better analysis, Mr Bishop method was good enough and practical for routine analysis. An extra care should be given if the slope is steep. For that case, Spencer's method give the best result....boring~ but i like it!!!!

So guys, gud luck with ur holiday. Have good fun. If u go back to Malaysia, don't forget to buy me the "serbuk asam" that is normally eaten together with jambu batu..pergh!! i am mengidaming that thing so badly. C.h.O.w!

Killing Loneliness - HIM

2007-10-25T22:46:00.000+13:00

This is an awesome song and i ve been listening to HIM a lot lately.enjoy!

I have been tagged by Kakok

2007-10-12T22:07:00.000+13:00

I dont normally do this kind of thing but i will give it a go because my "scandalous sister angkat" kat sini has tagged me..so here they are:

5 things in my bag:-
- lecture notes
- set alat tulis yg random dan tiada brand
- books...dats all coz i am refering to my school bag.

5 things in my purse:- well i dont really bring my purse.
- malaysian ID
- EFPOST card
- insurance card
- phone card
- gambar berukuran passport

5 favourite things in my favourite room:
- my PC
- the picture frame of me and deng.
- my water bottle (L&P - owh yes i reuse it)
- my first guitar
- and yes, the bathroom..

5 things I would like to do:
- Finish my study and graduate in Uni of Canterbury with
- Play competitive basketball league next year with any Canterbury team.
- Finish my contract with Pet and then starts my own construction company. I love houses/structures not fluids, not soils nor soil nor oil and gas nor pipe systems and blablabla...
- Spend more time with my loved ones.
- To build my own house on my own land.

5 things I'm currently doing:
- Updating this blog...duhhh~
- Chatting with deng and few others.
- puasa no more..esok raya!
- menyesal sbb tak dapat join raja and dak2 rumah die buat kuih2 raya...i blame my bloody design work.
- teringat kat family...damn, dah 3 tahun tak beraya bersama.

Dats all folks..tetibe terasa best lak buat survey2 macam ni..orite then :D
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Bunga by Exist

2007-09-29T00:21:00.000+12:00

Lagu ni klasik yg best. Tak sure sape yg cipta tapi aku rasa ajai ar kepala lagu ni..awesome 90's song and masa zaman 90-an pon banyak gile lagu2 melayu yg mantap.Tapi sekarang mcm dah bosan sikit.Maybe kite allow lagu2 indon masuk kat negara kite.Pastu kite get used to Indon's muzik.Last2 lagu Melayu sendiri yg kite tak layan..Tapi takleh salahkan musician indon gak sebab nak cari duit mesti ar try to masuk pasarang Malaysia. Lagu Melayu bnyk je yg best. Tgk mcm lagu Exist dulu2. Tak kesah ar jiwang ke ape.Lagu indon pon bnyk je yg bertemakan cinta. Dewa especially, lagu2 sume jiwang. Tapi yg penting muzik die mantap and lirik die puitis. So challenge kepada artis2 melayu kite ar. Jangan asyik nak layan kehidupan glamour. Kalo betol minat kat muzik, tumpu betol2 kat penghasilan lagu. Brainstorm sikit and try cari identiti lagu2 melayu yg kian terhapus. Ni dah meletup satu dua lagu, terus leka nak layan lifestyle ala2 hollywood nye star...hehe..tetibe emo pasal artis melayu.

Peringatan untuk diri sendiri adalah.tak kesah bidang ape pon yg kite ceburi, buat sebaik baik nya..Kurangkan "hangat2 taik ayam". actually bukan taik ayam sahaja yg cepat sejuk..sume taik pon kalo dibiarkan begitu sahaja akan turun suhu dari suhu badan ke suhu bilik..ape2 pon, sentiasa fokus dengan hala tuju dan jangan mudah berpuas hati dengan kejayaan yg kite dapat..tu saja coretan utk malam ini.

ps: berusaha utk memperbaiki diri di bulan puasa.Syaitan takde pon boleh jadi malas, apatah lagi syaitan ada..huhuhu.

The Things I Learned Lately

2007-09-27T01:19:00.000+12:00

It is approximately a month before the final exam. This term is bombarded with a lot of homework, reports and small researches. I hardly find time to do other stuffs. Even if i have some spare times, i would rather spend it to pamper myself and have some good times with deng.

I have talked to quite a few of people recently. Basically talk about so-called boring stuffs; LEADERSHIP, ACADEMIC EXCELLENCE, VISION, AMBITIONS, FUTURE PLANS, CURRENT ISSUES and some other less exciting stuffs if compared to Arsenal's "new generation" and celebrity gossips/scandals (hehehe..Vanessa Hudgens buat hal).

Anyways, I am impressed with some people who have great thoughts and visions in an organization. The way they see things are just so unusual as in i would never had thought about it before. Even if i did, i don't think i would do it because of my own selfish perception and mentality about how things should go and behave.

It seems to me that leadership is actually a really big thing. The complexity of it can only be seen if you are taking it seriously. You can always say that u practice leadership but the real value of leadership is visualized from the way your system and organization works. I realized the importance of people development. You might lead and get all the credits. However, more importantly is that you give your people chance to do things and led them to the satisfaction of doing so...

I also realized that "management" is not easy. I now understand why there is a Management Course in which i used to label it as "bullsh*t". There is a lot of thing that Management Knowledge has to offer in an organization. I learned that in management, you are not only put things in appropriate places, you have to also understand how things behave and identifying strengths so that you are able to allocate them in the most effective way....

A lot of other things i got lately but i think those two elements are of my greatest interest. To the dudes who talked to me about these stuffs, i really appreciate your point of view. I wish to talk more about these matters in the future with more people.

p/s: nak cookies :D

Thank You Petsoc '07

2007-09-18T06:13:00.000+12:00

Last Saturday, Petsoc had an AGM to discuss and clarify few issues and elected the new committee members for next term. Alhamdulillah it went smoothly with most of the members turned out on that day except.

So Petsoc had chosen 6 new TEC (top executive committee) with Farid as a President; Lam as VP; Majied as Secretary; Amir Vice Secretary; Rahim as Treasurer and last but not least, the only "bunga" in the committee, Hanaa as the vice Treasurer. Looking at those newly elected TEC, i am confident that they all will do good job next term because most of them had a lot of experience before in organizing big events like Bersatu Games, Talent Nite and etc. Therefore i kinda expecting a lot of cool events next year :D

I am grateful because i had the opportunity to lead a club like Petsoc. I remember i took the chance to be the President (after being nominated & elected) because i thought it would be a great opportunity for me to demonstrate leadership, experiment things, organize events, dealing with people and gain many other experience/knowledge that cannot be acquired by simply reading books. After a year of leadership, i personally think that i had learnt many things through practice and mistakes especially in dealing with people and organisation of an event. I value the knowledge and i hope it will add values to me for the future.

One of the greatest challenge when leading a club while studying in uni is my time management. I was pretty bad with it. Therefore i kinda struggle to cope up with the club's stuffs and study at the same time. It is not like i am managing the club at all time. I have other commitments to deal with like studies, sports and all. Many times i sacrifice my study to do the club's stuffs because i enjoy doing those things. Did i simply let my lack of time-management to kill me? Of course not, i did some planning earlier this year. The plan went well at the beginning. Towards the end it got messed up. A lot of unexpected things came and i screwed up the plan just like that. It was a good lesson for me tho.

Next year would be a year for me to rest. I had achieved what i think is sufficient for me so far. I had made enough friends and enemies. My CV should look "nicer" by now. I need to concentrate on my studies because i am heavily struggling in that and i dont want to get my contract with Petronas suspended/terminated because of my academic failure.

I hope people dont shy away from taking responsibility in any club especially when you are still studying in Uni. This is the time for us to try new things and i think a club is one of the ideal places to do so.

I always believe that it is better to make mistakes now (at a club level) and have the small consequences now rather than making the same mistakes later in the working world and getting a much bigger effects....

Thats all for now. I am not really into blogging lately and after this post i might post more things in my blog (getting excited :p)

p/s: I listened to "Selamanya" by Innuendo and i love it!

Selamat Berpuasa Untuk Muslim Seluruh Dunia!

Quotation of the day!!

2007-08-15T23:33:00.000+12:00

Recently i have listened to a few people saying sumthing which i think are cool and funny also..just to quote a few.

"Isteri adalah anugerah,bukan hak milik...apatah lagi bukan isteri?"...razwi berkata apabila membincangkan isu couple.hohoho! bagi aku ni lawak ar..

"Unity is not uniformity"..kata lecturer yg bagi talk pasal Unity and Diversity sempena Islam Awareness Week.

"Knowledge is not just a knowledge.It is a tool to solve problem"..kata2 poyo yg tetibe terkeluar dari mulut aku sewaktu aku pasrah mengenangkan nasib aku sebagai student yg struggle..btw, tadi lecturer tu ckp JIHAD = struggle. Once aku dgr dat thing, tetibe rasa mcm tak sia2 aku struggle dalam pelajaran...

I think i should give credits to all MUSA committee yg organize this IAW. Somehow aku kagum ngan determination diorang utk promote islam and raise awareness pasal islam dan semestinya ]AW is such an awesome event. I can see that this event offers more than just an event. It offers understanding, peace, awareness, unity, leadership, dan bnyk lagi kata nama yg mantap utk describe this event..big thank to those yg jadi backbone utk this event..semoga diberkati di atas usaha yg murni ini..

tu je utk hari nih..damn aku rasa aku dah jadi sengal english ar..maybe musim kot..*frust*

Bila Aku Jatuh Cinta

2007-08-04T02:08:00.000+12:00

Oh God i cannot help it and cannot act cool lagi dah..hahha! Yes!! I AM IN DEEP-UNUSUAL-NEVER-BEEN-FELT-BEFORE LOVE! so what?!! nuff said...

Update

2007-08-04T01:31:00.000+12:00

For God sake, i have no idea whatsoever utk update this blog.perhaps, i took a long break lepas bud blah..hehe..konon2 berkabung ar..haha..chill bud.

The worst flu ever experienced melanda diri ini beberapa hari lepas. That was the first time also i had MC from a doctor here in NZ. Owh wat an achievement!

Uni?..i wonder,can it be so much harder?..i think those things i learnt are freaky easy!sigh~

So, i am currently planning a talent nite, so called "Malam Bintang Canter" which might sound a lil bit vain but i couldnt think of any better name for that malam. I organize that nite because i want to have that nite. I think Canterburians have been dancing soo much and I think they should now enjoy singing and playing musical instruments. Well, by having said dat, i did not mean dat i hate tarian kebudayaan or anything. I do love dancing and like watching dancers doing their things gracefully. Just dat i want a good gig and i hope ppl can support this effort.

The biggest fear about organizing this kind of thing is, there might be lack of support from the Malaysian students in this region. Some might think the nite will be like a party.The answer is NO! It is not a party, it is a talent nite. Some might think that the performance will be lousy ones..I would say, "well, the nite is not a concert..it is for u to show ur talent and at the mean time enjoy the the fun". I would expect imperfect show but the imperfection and sloppiness sumtimes make it much more fun!!...I hope if not all, most of us can turn up on that nite..remember..no booze, no drugs, and no strippers on that nite..just u and ur friends having friendly fun together.

Basically dats it.nite guys..Oh yeah, there is one malay who wants to sing a chinese song at that nite..its gonna be sooo sweeettt considering the fact that he has been hinting on a chinese girl for quite a while tho..hehhe..gud luck bro!

Bud is leaving us for good...

2007-07-21T04:37:00.001+12:00

This post is specially written for my awesome bro who is gonna leave us in few hours time. Just now we had an awesome farewell party to celebrate our seniors who had survived university and proudly graduated from this freaky-hard-to-score uni, University of Canterbury.

Bud has been so supportive to me. Being so approachable and being able to talk about anything with him. He is an awesome bro since i came here 2 years back. Now he is leaving us and is going to marry his beloved gf soon.wahaha! (i dont think bud will read this)

By the way, just in case u read this bud. Thanks for everything u had done to me. Your help, your coolness, your advices and watever good deeds u did, i really appreciate and i am going to miss u bro! Hope to see u again in Shah Alam ( bukit jelutong tu bukan dah kene buang dari shah alam ke?..haha) Have a good life after this and i know u will do well coz u r brilliant!

damn i am tired...

ps: no singing partner daaa..hoho

Bersatu Games 2007

2007-07-17T05:15:00.000+12:00

First of all i wanna tell u that i am SMILING or tersengih like "kerang busuk" when i started writing this...hehe

So how well did Petsoc do? Hrmm... One Gold and One Bronze. If we were to think about the number of medals won this year, obviously we are not as good as we all did few years back where we could have up to 4 or 5 medals per year.

Many games were not up to our expectation. A point to make here is, the expectation is not a mere guess. Indeed, we expect based on the amount of training we had and comparative assessment via friendlies with local rival CMSA.

Take sepak takraw as an example, Petsoc's team has been training constantly with CMSA throughout the year. Yet we lost in prem round. Soccer as another example, we trained together more often. We has been playing soccer as routine games over the week. Had tactics prepared prior to the games. Yet we failed to produce positive results. Similarly, volleyball did also failed the expectation. We have put so much time and effort on it but we once again for the 3rd year in a row failed to get into the semis. Netball pulak, the same thing. We trained. We get stronger this year. However we could not finish well to get the result..note : i am more concerned about team games here :D

So how do i see and reflect our performance during bersatu? What i see is, we were not really losing. Yet we are actually building up our strength. We are in a positive sporting direction. We are much stronger this year. We had all trainings organized which never really happen few years back. We had more organized teams and tactics. We did prepared our best within our capabilities and knowledge about the games and trained accordingly. It's just that we could not produce the result that demonstrates our effort and preparation.

I really believe that we are cruising here despite the misfortune. It is a game and someone really has to win or lose. Just keep the spirit alive and keep on trying hard to achieve better results in next year's Bersatu in Wellington.

Alhamdulillah. I am grateful that finally after 3 years trying our luck, we finally could finish 1st for Basketball in Bersatu Games 2007 and breaks the domination of CMSA who has been the Champ for like 8 consecutive years!! Classic! We were 3rd in two consecutive years back. One in Auckland and another one was in Otago. For me, that is the ultimate personal achievement i had for Bersatu. I love basketball. I love to win basketball games. I love having great teammates to play with. I love just anything about basketball. We trained hard. We had good teamwork. We had good luck. We were passionate and WE WON!!!!

Now, i would love to thank my teammates; Bob, Gu, Iqbal, Sam, Razwi, Abe Li, Muiz and Amar for giving their commitment in both training and games. This winning could not be achieved without our team effort. Who said we wasted our time every Sunday morning? ( excuse Sam la coz he goes to church :p )..I would also love to apologize to my players as some of them did not play many games. Some of them had just 5 mins of playtime. I am so sorry about that. I regret that happened and we are gonna improve on that.Dont we? So play more balls guys (sounds dodgy) and keep on bballing coz we are gonna defend our CHAMPIONSHIP for next year!!

I would also like to congratulate Amar for being the 2nd runner-up in badminton men singles. Keep on concentrating to be better and u have many years (insyaAllah) to be the best in Bersatu. To others, never give up the games. Winning is not everything. Losing hurts but at least we fight till the very end,played our best game, and making the best possible preparation we could because that's how a game works. NEVER GIVE UP!

Hope to see Petsoc get the overall champion one day. It might sound too ambitious considering our relatively small size of club. However it is actually achievable!! How to achieve?..hehehe, honestly i have no plan and ideas now.hoho!

Hmm...life life life

2007-06-29T00:44:00.000+12:00

It 12:45am Friday. I'm gonna have my last paper probably around 33 hours. The exam should be closed with flying colours, with full of passion, filled with eagerness and so on. Yet, i am not feeling that way. I am tired of this. The situation even get worse after i read the email sent by my student advisor telling about higher expectation from petronas as well as warning to those failing students. And yes, i was one of those failing students. This year, i am surviving..surviving to the very end of my study.

I am well aware that by being a Petronas scholar, one has to be bounded and follow the way they play the game. They have set the standard and as a person who is under their contract, we have no choice except for being on par or better than their expectation...

Do i feel regret? Do they made the wrong choice? Was the assessment effective? Is it just a bad luck? Or probably, this is a part of my life that God wants me to learn out of it...and i choose to think on the positive side..I ll be good.insyaAllah

mari belajar concrete..

2007-06-27T23:56:00.000+12:00

I have been struggling to understand this but its actually easy!!

shear strength is the most important thing in concrete however it is so complicated.this is what i have just found out after hours of understanding the notes

Shear strength in reinforced concrete can be distinguished between the one with shear reinforcement and the one without it. As for reinforced concrete (RC) without shear reinforcement, the shear is totally resisted by concrete aggregates. For a short, when the beam is sheared due to loads, the beam will develop sumthing that we call ARCH ACTION where compression struts and tensile ties are developed locally to resist shear. The shear strenth for this kind of of beam is given by V = reduction factor*Vc*b*d..i m not going into details.

As for long beam without shear reinforcement, the shear is totally resisted by 3 mechanisms namesly, the compression region, particles interlock and the dowel action. Particles interlocks account for 70% of the shear strength. Vn = Vc*b*d..where Vc = (0.07 + 10p )(fc')^(1/2). Vc cannot exceed 0.2(fc')^0.5 and cannot be less than 0.08(fc')^0.5...p on the other hands is the reinforcement ratio...it is also worth noting that for a column dat is having axial compression,the shear strength increases slightly. However if it is having tensile action, the shear strength reduces. I reckon it is because when the column is compressed the particles will be locked well hence increase the strength.

So finished with beam without shear reinforcement..how bout the one with it?..hehe..its easy!! This beam will definitely stronger in shear because not only the concrete aggregates will take the shear, the transverse reinforcement also does work together...and the strength is given by V = Vc + Vs = vc*b*d + AsFy(D/S) where d is the lenght of the section crossed by shear crack and s is the spacing of the stirrups (shear reinforcement)...it is assumed that the crack will cross at 45 degree and crossing a few stirrups..

So what kind of failure can we expect from shear effect?.....to list a few; stirrups yield, loss of stirrups anchorage, crushing of the web,and many more..

In most international codes though.50% of the design shear demand must be carried by the stirrups regardless of how much the concrete can take.

Basically thats wat ive learnt just now.i was trying to type it out with minimum reference so dat i understand and remember those key things..hehe...till then.

ps: tak sabar nak main masa bersatu lepas tgk gambar kontijen2 lain..gagaga

Math...sigh~

2007-06-26T02:57:00.000+12:00

Today's paper is Engineering Math (Civil)...as i said earlier, i love Civil engineering so i am gonna go through this no matter how hard and tough. Damn i am so screwed up now and i am tired. i need a rest...ZZzz...

ps: imagine muke eva longoria pastu tido..pergh!

I love Civil Engineering

2007-06-25T05:58:00.000+12:00

It's 6 am in the morning. The heater actively operates for the whole nite and occasionally turned off when the room gets too dried out and warm. Here i am waiting for subuh prayer then go to sleep.Zzz...

I recalled the moment i saw my friend's frenster. He has graduated from Canterbury and he put his graduation pictures in his profile. That burns my determination to do well like him and get my ass out of this course. The fact is, i love this course. But the truth is, it is a damn hard course and i cant afford to fail coz my sponsor doesnt allow dat. Well, good things come with a cost. Isnt it?...

I want to make it clear that, i really love civil engineering no matter how hard the course is. I am willing to go through all the suffer and hardship until i get the degree HERE! And now i am putting all my effort into it. nuff said~

ps: all engineering is hard as long as it is done HERE..hohoho!

Super Duper Yummy

2007-06-23T22:31:00.000+12:00

fokus aku agak lari sedikit apabila memikirkan Bersatu Games akan berlangsung dalam masa beberapa hari lagi.arrgghh!!..kenape aku ada 3 paper lagi?! Paper Math, Concrete, and then Stats. Penuh ngan numbers dan problems. Oh yeah, perut aku pulak tgh kenyang gile lepas makan kat rudleigh. Thanks to ila sbb kasi makan :D..Yg penting, teh tarik aku lagi best dari teh tarik ko..gagaga..

Orite, akan ku penuhi malam ini dengan study dan diakhiri dengan movie atau satu episod family guy yg aku suke gile...Hingga lain waktu.

ps: tolong la ada sorang awek hot gile masa bersatu..hahahaha!!..takleh2, kene at least 4 sebab kalo satu bnyk sgt saingan..haha!..ok2 dah merapu :p

A crush in the middle of the exam weeks.

2007-06-22T00:57:00.000+12:00

Few days ago, i couldnt sleep.therefore i sat in front of the pc trying to find sumthing dat could make me occupied. So i came to a decision to watch prison break. That is when i feel in love with this lady called Camille Guaty. She is gorgeous!.nuff said

3 out of 6

2007-06-21T18:10:00.000+12:00

In deep frustration and mixed feelings, i sit in front of my pc and write this....

The third paper had just finished. 3 hours of mind blowing experience plus 2 previous papers on 3 consecutive days really makes me exhausted.

Just now i had Environmental Engineering II exam. The questions were FREAKY HARD. 11 questions all together, with 3 insufficient hours, plus one stinky fella sitting besides me and huge pressure surrounded the exam hall.

I am confident with the outcomes but i do hope everyone feels the same ie FEELING HARD.

Lets hope for a positive results and may Allah guide me to rigt path. Wassalam

2 paper is over

2007-06-20T21:38:00.000+12:00

Alhamdulillah, i have done 2 papers. There will be another 4 to go. As for today's paper, i think i the paper is way harder than last year's one. Remember i repeat this paper?..heheh. After talking with some other guys they also thought that the paper was tough. So i am not dat worried. Whatever the outcome is, i would let ALLAH to decide what grade do i deserve ( insyaAllah ok )

I am so into Mirwana lately because i use Napie's car a lot and i listened to a lot of Mirwana songs while driving his car. I was actually a big fan of Mirwana last time and by having listened to the songs again, pretty much bringing the interests back. I wanted to put youtube of "Permataku" sung by Mirwana but i couldnt find a good video.

The night is cold. I am getting old. I need a food. To make my stomach full. So for u Pak n Save, here i come. And the i can get some..LOL

Gud nite and happy studying.Wassalam and take care

ps: i bought a fake nike basketball shoes in trademe. now i wanna get my refund..damn!

a brainwork

2007-06-20T01:07:00.000+12:00

Sebelum aku tido, tetibe aku terpikir pasal insiden yg berlaku beru2 nih sewaktu aku makan malam bersama seorang ahli politik baru2 nih. Bukan nak ckp bnyk atau tunjuk hebat, tapi aku sangat percaya bahawa kite manusia ni tak boleh sewenang-wenangnye melabelkan sesuatu perkara itu salah lebih2 lagi bende2 yg berkaitan ngan agama nih unless bende tu memang terang2 salah mcm berzina, minum arak dan membunuh etc...

Siapalah kite untuk meng'judge' sesuatu perkara lebih2 lagi kite bukan ahli dalam bidang tu. Bercakap mengikut pandangan sendiri..of course semuanya dirasakan betol. Ditambah dengan support2 oleh manusia lain, lagi la ligat berbicara. Kadang2 kite tak tahu ape cerita disebalik sesuatu isu dan membuat kesimpulan melalui informasi yg daif sgt lah misleading...

Tambahan pula, sekarang manusia sgt di basuh oleh pemikiran dan cara hidup barat yg menghalalkan yg haram dan juga meletakkan imej yg buruk utk sesuatu yg baik. Tak payah pikir mentaliti barat, mentaliti rosak sesetengah melayu pon dah cukup dah. Tak perlu la aku ceritakan apa isu itu, cume aku rasa agak terkilan...

satu perkara lagi, maybe ada yg tak percaya aku tulis nih coz korang pon tahu aku ni mcm mane. Tapi sekurang-kurangnye amik la input yg korang rasa betol dan bermanfaat. :D

ps: "kesempurnaan adalah di tangan Sang Pencipta, manusia hanya mampu berlaku jujur"

Exam

2007-06-18T22:50:00.000+12:00

tomorrow i ll be having my first paper out of six. Having the most papers among all ( currently ), i dont really feel the pressure. It's quite an amazement to be having this kind of feeling when everybody else are in deep pressure. I dont know whether this is a good sign or bad sign. Watever it is, i have already loaded myself with sufficient things that is required for me to do well in the exam ( lets hope so :p )

Therefore, i came to a conclusion that i already suffered too much last year until i couldnt even feel the pressure of exams this year ( i studied like hell last year yet failed a subject ) I hope i am not being ignorant yet hoping that it is the real calm as a result of last years suffer. ( staying calm doesnt mean i didnt study k )

lets hope everything goes fine this year for me with the effort and commitment that i have put since the beginning of the year. Even if i fail, i would accept it. I will let ALLAH to decide and guide me to the correct path.

Good luck to myself.Good luck to all Canterbury students who are reading this. May the force be with us. Together we succeed so that we can serve the community with the knowlegde we acquired in the future.

best wishes and wassalam

gO SpurS Go!!

2007-06-16T00:28:00.000+12:00

I dedicate this post to my favourite basketball team which is San Antonio Spurs. The team has been so great this season after winning the NBA Championship. I really fall in love with this team the moment i watched a documentary about this team in a dvd about 7 years back. That time i was not an NBA fan. I awared that there was MJ and Chicago Bulls but i really never heard of San Antonio Spurs..In 1999 Spurs was the NBA champ, and thats why they made the documentary in 2000..hehe.so since Spurs was the first great team that i knew after Chicago Bulls, i decided to be the fan. :D

Talking about the team...i like Spurs because of its simple yet effective gameplay. No fancy shits like a few NBA teams. Duncan??..He is an awesome forward. Basic move, but outstandingly consistent. I guess he was even much better during the time David Robinson playing alongside him. They both played awesome teamwork and connection.

Not to forget, the amazing French speedy bastard, Tony Parker who is going to marry Eva Longoria soon. Two rings in a year. Not bad for him. He must be happy. This lad is really fast!! He made crispy passes. He penetrates in split second. His finishing is 20/20..He is just an amazing point guard. I adore him very much eventhough Lebron James is still my best player when it comes to individual talent.

Well, i strongly think the teamwork underpinned the superiority of this amazing team. It is true that one person does not make a team. One really strong guy can never beat 5 average men if those men work properly (forget about the superheroes and Princess Fiona :p. By having said that, i hope Petsoc team will do well in Bersatu Games and work together with great sportmanship to achieve every success the Bersatu Games has to offer. If winning breaks us apart, let us not win. However, do give the best shot you can. I would regret if i lost because i didnt play to best level i could. (melencong la pulak :p)

Ok, congratulation to San Antonio Spurs and Tony Parker whose wedding is going to be soon (damn, it is hard to believe that Eva is going to get married..*frust*) I hope the legacy remains forever.

ps: i really thought of playing in NBA when i was in high school. Dats is why i wanted to go study in USA..but u know Petronas *sigh* hehehe..

Awesome chick in an awesome song

2007-06-12T01:44:00.000+12:00

Terubat rindu aku kat sofea jane dan teacher's pet..lagu yg sempoi, mantap dan best utk dilayan.

Boring~

2007-06-08T01:50:00.000+12:00

i had an awesome dream last nite. and yes i like it! [ not a wet dream k ]..i hope it really happens

aKU dan kebaikan

2007-05-30T00:35:00.000+12:00

Mulai hari ini aku berjanji aku akan menjadi budak yg baik dan matang sikit. Taknak nakal2 lagi dah. Hati kene sabar. Mulut kene jaga. Hati kene ikhlas. Mata kene jaga. Hormat orang lain dan mendengar nasihat orang.:)

Discrimination

2007-05-26T23:10:00.000+12:00

discrimination..that's is what i experienced for the past few days. my group members tend to look down on me and when it comes to delegation of tasks, they gave me a very minor role like typing out the hand-written calculations, helping out this one guy to complete dat section ( am i an assistant? ) and so on.

The worst part is they blame me for not doing well in the group. I was like, " hey, u asked me to do this. I did my part and when things go bad, u blame me for not contributing much in the group"..My commitment to the group seems worthless to them. I attended all meetings. I give my points and comment and did everything that i was asked and supposed to do...

I had a look on the report and somehow i couldnt find the materials that i wrote. Dat is so not good coz i did my best to come up with those points and they ignore those things. I might not be good in dat subject but at least appreciate my work. Bloody u!

Damn..it is a dissapointment to know dat i have to go through all of this. My chinese friends also experienced this and they said they had gone through this alot of time b4.so they kinda getting used to it.

I ll figure wout at can i do to improve this. Now, lets concentrate on studies.

p/s: its good to be asians

my favourite cartoon show

2007-05-24T22:38:00.000+12:00

dah lama aku tak layan Family Guy. Usha2 kat youtube..pastu terjumpa video ni..lawak ni memang awesome dan kreatif. tak penah aku terpikir director cartoon nih boleh come out with this idea walapon mcm bodoh.a must see cartoon nih!!higly recommended but not suitable utk remaja yg belum baligh.baligh dulu baru leh tgk..:p

Weekly rantings

2007-05-19T23:25:00.000+12:00

Some people are just historically really good. Be it in leadership, sports, singing, dancing, or other talents everyone would ever want to possess. They excelled in everything they involved in since they were really young. Those excellence made they think that they are a good enough in everything they are currently doing or will be doing in the future. Thus, they tend to ignore people's opinion in many matters coz they know they did well last time and proudly think they can cope with any new challenge without the assistance of others.

..and when sumthing isnt going according to their plan, they tend to blame the system, but not themselves. They blame others for not teaching them well, they blame others for giving less attention to them. They blame other for many reasons they could think of and obviously there are heaps of reasons if u r getting away out of trouble.

...and life requires u to learn from history, learn from other's experience, learn from failure and so on. When everything seems not alrite, there must be sumthing wrong with them coz historically they are succesful persons. So, reflecting the pasts, thinking of how well they did last time and wat made them so succesful might help them to recover their excellence back.

...well, it is not as easy as it seems to be. People change. They meet new people. They get new lifestyle. They have their own mentallity. They get to know new things. And more importantly, they experience more life has to offer. Therefore, making them, a 'new them'... Transforming into an 'old you' might be an option. but is it a better option? -end-

This weekend is awesome. Lepaking with raja, neng, and tengkuk brought back those amazing moments we all had last year. eina wasnt there though to join us. Guys, the nite was awesome, lets have more next time! project manager kene kasi aktif sikit :p..

btw, i learned a new word which is 'hook'..i dont want to discuss about the meaning but it is such an insult to know dat u r hooked..damn! ( terasa loser :|)

anyways, assignments, bersatu games, exams, stress, tension, compression (lame)..are coming soon and coping with them is not a happy thing. I try to ignore them but i cant because i am a responsible person ( vain + ngade )..so happy struggling for betterment and dont lose faith in Allah, coz He architects our life. No matter how hard life is, how unfair the system is, how bad ur luck is, and how big ur failure is, dont give up. God has his way to reward ur hardship.

A question to ponder: do u know how easy it is to lose both ur fren and ur beloved girlfren at the same time? my answer would be: fairly easy if u treat both of them in the same manner..ur say?

...and i wonder

2007-05-13T00:16:00.000+12:00

...and LOVE life is always be underestimated by the amatures. Undervalued by the ignorants. Overdone by the hornies..haha!

...and we always thought, the relationship will turn out good and we retain the optimism to the highest level all the time hoping dat we wont screwed it.

...and we thought we could handle our love life ourselves, and eventually found out that we couldnt cope up with it; regreting the decision made. but hey it was a good life lesson. Experience is the best teacher. At least u realize ur needs and capabilities as well as weakness (ego :D).

...and they said the magical "3 words" but arent realized the consequence responsibilites that they are accounted for.

...and some thought they could find someone better without realizing the fact dat the previous one was the best!! :D

...and some said, "i am cool coz i am single.Screw u jiwang ppl :p" and they r
virtually miserable.

...and some are just too stuck with love. Ignoring his/her frens. Only finding them after they broke up.

...and wat would u do if u fall in love with ur fren's ex? Many cases happen nowadays though.

...and why distance is a problem when ur heart is close to each other..jauh di mata dekat di hati la konon :p..hahah! blame the internet connection. LOL!

...and why some avoid his/her close frens after he/she confessed his/her love to u.damn!

...and meeting a few (not many! ;p) sucky gf/bf before ending up with an ultimate one. later they will realize how grateful they are ending up with u..hmm, interesting~

...and i continue wondering~

Hinder - Better than me

2007-05-05T19:57:00.000+12:00

I think this song is a good song. I have been playing it most of the time; while playing games, before sleep, while studying, and blalalala..yet i still love it and doesnt bore me at all (at least until rite now)..so my love to this song led me to watch the video clip and comprehend the lyrics. Lyrics, not too bad. The story, sad yet giving a good reminder for some of us.."do i deserve u,or probably do u deserve me?"..hehehe..a good thing to be pondered about. After all, it is an awesome song. :)

Kecewa

2007-05-01T12:00:00.000+12:00

Maths bodo!

The Family Portrait

2007-04-16T02:47:00.000+12:00

Christchurch, 301 Riccarton in particular..A place which i call 'HOME'!! :D

Rossa - Aku bukan untukmu

2007-04-14T02:44:00.000+12:00

This is an awesome song. The piano is well played and the lyrics??..touching sumore. Suits the current mood :|

The Dilemma

2007-04-12T21:13:00.000+12:00

it's been a while since i heard this song long time ago..awesome piece of musical love dilemma i supposed..:D

The lesson of the day :)

2007-04-06T02:15:00.000+12:00

Well, assignments are all done. Test no more for about a month. Having break from boring lectures. No more unhealthy fatty chips for daily consumptions. Now i am gonna be back in SHAPE!!..

It has been busy weeks and i couldnt pamper myself with sports and great entertainment..(well, minus that horny dodgy nite for my birthday! Damn i had it on my 21st bday! awesome ) anyways, fitness plan will be back on track,SOON~!

What's interesting about today's session with our beloved Petronas student advisor, Mr EZD..as usual, his duty to spred the message of the expectation of the company to fellow scholars. and then keep reminding us about academic excellence..boring stuffs as usual yet awaken and raise the realization among the scholars. It's good though...

A degree..in the end of the day, when it comes to employment, obviously everyone who is in the list will at least has a degree. So what differentiate u from others who are applying for the same job as u??..obviously a degree is not a biggy anymore.yeah probably they have better grades. but hey, my lecturer once said, "if u passed that subject, that means u are at capable of doing it"..

Take that quoatation as a basis, pretty much shows that, in the end of the day, it is YOU that matters! what extra values that u have,others do not possess? Ask yourself now or the at least try to figure out and bring 'em out. u name it, leadership, patience, composure, critical, analytical, aggresiveness bla bla bla...

So when to apply??..nah, i will use it when i work.if u think so u r dead wrong?!! values are not sumthing that can be simply put out whenever u want. It is a natural character that is develope from time to time. If u dont start now,when else u gonna start.at least if u start now and u screw it off, it wont cause u much damage as compared to the damage in ur working days.

Easy to say. U will definitely ask me "are u practicising what u are talking now?"..errrr,sometimes if i have to.well, i am also dead wrong! i need to buck for those values starting from now. Nak harap first class honours, sounds so ambitious :p..

We love this song..=)

2007-04-05T00:05:00.000+12:00

Always be the theme song of the 'wonderful' nights :)..

Happy Birthday Super Duper

2007-03-30T23:39:00.000+12:00

First of all, Thank Allah for allowing me to live the life until this age, 21. Alhamdulillah~

Being a 21 year old bloke, does not make me feel like an adult. I am still alip. The way i behave, the way i talk, the way i joke, the way i interact, always remains the same. I do what i think is good. I socialize as i like. I study as usual. Yet, i realize the importance of a change for better. A change that adds value to myself..

I like to observe people. By observation, i could see the values each of my friends possessed. Yet they are not well defined but at least i acknowledge their values and as always i want to integrate those values into myself.

Well, i exchanged a few emails with my father. U know father to son emails, with all motivating words. I know my dad is so sentimental. i wonder how he tackled my mom though! :p..anyways, some how he mentioned about how fast 21 years has gone and he could not even feel it. That makes me think of how wonderful my childhood was. Being so close to my parents and all. I dont know wat exactly i was thinking, but i felt like shedding tears when i read the email. Oh God,i miss my childhood. I hope i did not fail them anyhow.

I would like to thank my friends who organized the bday party dat nite. Nice cake made by ILA. *THANKS* . Warm wishes by mates. Precious gifts by Ila and Ira. Thanks heaps and i always be grateful to be having such a wonderful bunch of friends like u guys :)

To sarah, if u read this, i just wanna thank you for all good and sweet things u had done to me from the moment we met and chat till now.I really miss those days where we lepak at Sakeem having nonstop,funny and gedik chat..hihihi! Owh God, i miss u baby! >:D< >:D< >:D< :-* Owh yeah, about the notes, :D..i am gonna read them frequently. :)

i browsed tengkuk's blog just now. u never failed to appreciate ur friends bro. Dat wat makes u a good friend ( minus the bahan-orang habit :p ) Thanks for the post bro!

As usual, every birthday normally we have so called birthday wishes. As for this year, i'll be a better person especially in terms of relationship with ALLAH. In terms of academic, finishing this year without failure. :p..Sports wise, being able to dunk and improvement in fitness and BMI=23.hehehe..

Finally, thanks for all parties and individuals who cherished my birthday. Together we seek happiness in life an hereafter.

I quoted this from my fren's frenster profile - "Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again after a moment or lifetime is certain for those who are friends."

Current Mood..

2007-03-25T22:59:00.000+12:00

Something has just gone wrong...:(

I hate it when it happens...

2007-03-23T02:40:00.000+12:00

damn! i just dont understand wat the hell am i thinking now. do i care? am i suppose to stop her? am i being to open for this? or am i just not rational enough to control my life?..man! The mixed feelings has been playing around my mind for the past few days. And tonite i kinda confuse with the feeling that has been questioning all sort of actions taken before..did i make a wrong decision? was i being too selfish?.. am i regreting wat ive done before?..if my egoistic evil answer, " i never regret on my own action, u fool!" but hey, i think i have just lose the logic that should have been taken into consideration long ago.Damn! W

Did she care?..Do i aware? Did she gave me the right advice? am i being too self-centered?..nah! she has nothing to do with my life..but still she is the closest one rite now....owh God!..

stop it baby..u might see me like i dont care but i know i care.and i never wanna admit it.coz i hate confession of my own feeling!! i think it should be kept to myself and the closest ones..but hey! u are supposed to be my closest one..why shouldnt i tell u? why u are not the first to know?.dont blame me. i dont blame anyone. u neither. i hate it when this happens.i hope the same outcome wont happen again in this new episode of my life.somehow, we ignore the most important thing in human life - connection!!! the point ppl start to ignore others..thats when we should be worried..come on! think alip!..and again, i stress, I HARDLY CONFESS!!!...i m tired.sorry for being a sick psycho!well no body read this anyway.

I ve got nothing to do

2007-03-10T22:13:00.000+13:00

lagu yg dah lama aku tak layan....ADA BAND [ haruskah ku mati ]

I am back!

2007-03-08T22:23:00.000+13:00

Blogging, nampaknye nafsu utk berblogging menjadi semakin ghairah semula.tapi tak seghairah aku utk memulakan semester ini dan berusaha sabaik mungkin utk tidak merepeat any paper utk next year :p..yeah, aku memang tgh struggle!!

Ape yg menarik setelah hampir sebulan aku kat christchurh nih??..hehe, agak sibuk ngan aktiviti2 club..mcm every week gak la aktiviti sane sini. Study??..consistent sudeyh!! Ape2 pon, aku bersyukur sebab tahun ni Petsoc dikurniakan ahli2 TEC yg sgt committed ngan kelab dan insyaAllah, akan ku lead Petsoc sebaik mungkin utk contribute balik kepada Petronas scholars dan masyarakat2 sekeliling melalui aktiviti yg berfaedah dan berunsurkan kebajikan..slogan Petronas yg inspiring "Energy Received, Energy Return"..nak compete ngan CMSA??..not in my plan..social sudeyh!! tetibe mcm controversial pulak bile Petsoc bukak membership..ape2 pon, aku cume nak meramaikan umat dalam aktiviti2 yg Petsoc buat di samping meng"create" relationship yg sihat antara budak2 Petronas and other scholars and Malaysians..dulu kata budak Pet ngan Pet je..skrg bile nak membina ukhuwah yg baik, ada pulak mulut2 yg nakal kata kite nak memecah belahkan umat malaysia kat sini.hehe..notty la u! Ape2 pon, aku akan teruskan ngan agenda aku utk membina atmosphere yg friendly di kalangan ahli2 aku. *peace*

sEMbanG-SEmbaNG

2007-01-13T05:48:00.000+13:00

Well, i think i have been spoiling myself since i came back to Malaysia. Though i had a few good things done but i guess most of the time was heavily wasted. Apparently i think with the chance that i had at the moment, plus after two years living overseas, i guess i would really love to spend my holiday with my mom, family, friends, a cat named Putu ( yeah i know it's a horrible name,blame my sis! ) food and etc. The intention was that, i would spend a month to do the practical work, but it seems that i dont have enough time to spend on it rather concentrating more on my social life.

Yesterday, my friend's younger brother who is also my neighbour was admitted in a hospital suspiciously because of "sawan". I hope he will be fine and has nothing wrong with his brain since the doctor will scan his brain to check for any causes.

I thought i would meet a lot of girls during the holiday..and YESS!! i did see a lot of girls!!..wahahhahaha!! chill sudeyh!

I have got this one girl. She is my friend since primary school. I always call her when i was in NZ for the past 2 years. We were really close to each other. We talked a lot in the phone and i think everytime i feel like talking to someone, i always call her. But now, after she has got a bf, she doesnt even reply my txt's. I asked her for meeting up, she refused. I wonder why she could easily give up our friendship after having a boyfriend.alaaa, boyfriend je.Bukan suami pon! Maybe nak kawin dah kot.who knows..but still! :(

When i heard Il Dive is touring asia, i said, " Il Divo je~"..hoho. Then i watched Thursday nite live where Il Divo was the guest of that nite. Upon watching the show, i thought it was a cool band. It is really different and i guessed by watching them perform live would be awesome and unique. So i looked on the internet to check for the ticket price. To my amazement, the cheapest ticket was RM500!!..wth! A plan to bring a chick along burns..demnit!

A man said to me, " You look like a gay man" and he acted macholy then. I was like, shit you man! And then, a gay man added me in Friendster and having a primary picture of him under the duvet.Aaarrgghh!! Tension! Gay sgt ke aku nih!!!

I also watched a drama series. All handsome men in the drama were Malaysians and all girls were Indonesians. And the chicks spoke Indonesian while the men spoke Indonesianish Malay..it was so funny listening to their conversation. Jehan Miskin acted in that series btw. That is what we call cross-lingual series. Fortunately the babes were awesome! That was the main attraction i supposed.

Golf

2006-11-25T21:13:00.000+13:00

"Park at your own risk"...shit la, i should have been awared of that sign board. Now, i cannot blame anyone after my windscreen was hit by a golf ball at QEII Golf Club. Sigh~.. shit happens. But it's ok. Dah takde rezeki. Layan je la...:)

I told u rite dat my employer aka Mr Gordon is a cool guy. Today, it is proven dat he is so cool after he decided to stop working early and had a go with golf instead. Having played golf for the 2nd time, it was not too bad i reckon. Out of 18 holes, got 6 Pars. Obviously there were alot of Bogeys as well. :p .. Well, overall i would say, the game was good and i think it was a great experience to have played with an old Kiwi like him. We shared a lot of stories while playing and it is always good to know other people's life experience. Feel like Dato' A rite now aiye!..wahaha! The older, the wiser. So, hanging up with the old ppl makes me feel wiser and feel better.hoho.i like that feeling.:)

Tommorrow Razwi is going off to Malaysia. Daing! It adds up the loneliness and sangap-ness la later. Aduuh. It's ok. Thats how life goes. We can always meet sooner or later insyaAllah.

They told me...

2006-11-17T23:24:00.000+13:00

This summer. I thought i would miss many of my frens and honestly i feel it rite now. Now, i feel kind of regreting for going back home to Malaysia late. hmm..and i am trying to convince myself that it is worth staying a bit longer and work for a while here before coming back. I dont want to go home broke. :)

This summer, i have been blessed with a lot of advices from many people. Just a few that i feel like sharing rite now. I had a conversation with this one of the PR. I asked about his life experience la basically. Forget about the things that we discussed, the most important thing that i got from him was that, "when u are young, work for money..and when u get old, let the money work for u"..kind of vague if u dont really get it. Let us shift our view in a holy/religious perspective. Find money as much as u can. Then when u get old, u dont feel like working hard and u kinda look for a peaceful life, use the money to contribute back to the Ummah. U might wanna build a mosque, organize religious activities, or any amal jariah. Afterall, he said your intention must always be good all the time. Think of contributing back to the community and insyaAllah Allah help as long as the process is correct...:)

Well, i have got a job to help a builder to renovate a house. It would probably take 2 weeks to finish and after that i will shoot off to Malaysia..yeay!

My supervisor is a cool guy. He worked in many industries before. He was a butcher. He was a real estate agent. Basically he did a lot of jobs before he became a builder. What did he said that is really useful i supposed is that, whenever u had a chance to work as anything; probably engineer, technician, teacher etc etc, grab the opportunity especially when u were young because u will never know what is best for u until u try each job. U might dislike being an engineer eventhough u had a degree of engineering. U might think doctor is a cool job when u were studying medic in uni but then after jumping into the industry, u hate it. Of all job he has done, he said being a builder is the best job for him and previous jobs were bullshit (he said so ok!)..I think he is true also la. For me, my passion and happiness will decide my future. I dont want to do the job that i hate eventhough the pay is damn good!..So i guess, we should try to expand our skills apart of having heaps of knowledge in mind. Sounds like a good reason for not studying hard in uni aiye!..:p

Well, it is summer. So guys, make sure u apply sunblock on. Afterward ur skin will get roasted la.hehe. Take care and have a good holiday! Miss u guys alot. :)

"Hatiku" utk Nirina Zubir..wahaha!

2006-11-09T06:44:00.000+13:00

Aku sebenarnya malas nak update blog since orang ramai busy gune PC aiman nih..selalu je fully booked, almaklumlah cuti da start and exam dh takde (unless ko nak study utk next year la..daaa) So sume cari internet utk lepaskan bosan..

dipendekkan citer, aku layan la citer MY Heart ngan razwi. First quater citer tuh, pergh!! aku memang tak puas hati ar dengan ape yg dipaparkan. Bnyk adegan yg aku sumpah2 sebab TAK LOGIK!!..wei come on ar, takkan ar jumpe2 straight boleh dapat alamat rumah,pastu siap ada map lagi nih!..Bukan itu saja, first date terus pegi layan sampan kat tepi sungai. AARRGGHHH!!..memang aku tension. entah mcm mane, out of nowhere ada pulak kure2 dalam sampan yg Luna bawak sebagai pasangan kepada encik kure2 yg gersang kat situ. (macam ar die kenal encik kure2 tuh) adddooii..letih aku swear2 masa tgk citer tuh.Ok..cool down. Lepas tuh,ni yg aku tension, boleh pulak sampan tu bocor pastu depa jatuh dalam air. Luna pulak layan act konon2 sejuk gile and then Pharrel (hehe..nama takleh blah.apesal tak letak nama Irwan ke, Shah ke :p) boleh pulak peluk die suke2 di masa first date tuh..aduh..ada ke such thing dalam realiti ini??!!

Bnyk lagi aku tak puas hati ngan adegan2 citer nih yg sgt tak masuk akal especially masa mamat pharrel tuh propose kat Luna..aku tak rasa sweet.poyo ar! Hehe,sekadar mengupdate je blog nih.tak pasal2 citer MY Heart jadi mangsa update aku.Eventhough die punye cite tak masuk akal (especially part awal2) overall, aku rasa citer tuh menyentuh hati gak la. Bab last tuh, masa pharrel baca surat rachel, tuh yg paling best ar eventhough sedih..huhu..tak sangka lak rachel boleh pikir macam tuh.gile deep ar her love to dat pharrel. Die tahu tanpa kaki, die takleh gembirakan pharrel sbb takleh main basket. tapi dengan memberi nyawa kepada Luna, pharrel boleh bergembira dan bercanda ria selalu..hehe.

apa2 pon, i love u Rachel. Rachel in dat white dress...perghhh!!..Cairness. Sweet as... swwweett :p

Hari Raya Special

2006-10-23T17:04:00.000+13:00

Paku..pabila di tukul di dinding, ia akan menusuk ke dalam dinding. Apabila ia di keluarkan, maka akan meninggalkan kesan pada dinding tersebut.. Begitu juga dengan kesalahan2 manusia. Apabila kesalahan di maafkan, belum tentu kesalahana itu dapat dilupakan..

Jadi di kesempatan ini, aku nak mintak maaf kepada rakan2 yg baca blog aku skrg nih. Aku dengan ini memaafkan segala kesalahan korang tak kira aku nampak ke tak, aku sedar ke tak..di pihak aku, aku maafkan segala-galanya dan akan aku cube lupakan persengketaan lama dan membina kehidupan baru yg lebih bermakna.

Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua. Yang ada exam mcm aku, Selamat maju jaya. Semoga dapat bertemu dengan bulan Ramadhan tahun depan. InsyaAllah.Salam sayang dari aku..=D

The songs that i like rite NOW

2006-10-21T07:16:00.000+13:00

Sejak laptop aku kene curi, pc aiman neo lah yg menjadi mangsa aku. So, everyday aku akan gune pc die macam harta aku. Ada apa dengan pc aiman??..hehe,forget about the YM msg's yg die dapat yg menyebabkan aku terpaksa menukar status YM aiman kepada "not aiman" sebagai menandakan ketiadaan aiman di hadapan komputer. ( ini utk mengelak msg's yg tak patut utk aku baca ) Well, sejak aku layan pc aiman, obviously aku akan lebih mendengar lagu nasyid since dalam pc die memang berlambak lagu nasyid. But apparently, aku tengah high gile layan 2 lagu nih:

Sendiri - Saujana
Karena Wanita ( Ingin dimengerti ) - Ada Band

Lagu Saujana tu aku dah layan masa zaman2 skolah dulu tatkala semangat nasyid sgt membara ketika itu. It is like recalling the memories la. Aku kembali melayan lagu2 nasyid yg lain but most of the time aku akan repeat lagu saujana tu sampai bile2.

Another one is by Ada Band. I love Ada Band. Last time lagu "Manja" menjadi siulan aku. I dont know whether this song is new or not because i dont really keep track on Ada Band. Btw, this song is awesome. Not just the melody, the lyrics also isnt too bad. The chorus is the best part di tambah ngan bridge die. Pergh..a brilliant masterpiece i suppose. Just to make this post long, i put the lyrics la.hoho.

KARENA WANITA (ingin dimengerti)

kupinta hadirkan pesona
kemuliaan bagi yang memandang
setiamu simbol keanggunan
khas perawan yang kau miliki

aku lah pengagum ragamu
tak ingin ku menyakitimu
lindungi dari sengat dunia yang mengancam
nodai sucinya lahirmu

karena wanita ingin di mengerti
lewat tutur lembut dan laku agung
karena wanita ingin di mengerti
manjakan dia dengan kasih sayang

inginku ajak engkau menari
mandi hangat cahaya bulan
sebagai tanda kebahagiaan
bagi semesta cinta kita

bintang terang itulah dirimu
janganlah redup dan mati
aku dibelakangmu memeluk
dan menjagamu

I like the last part "bintang terang.."..liriks sounds nice :) I agree, wanita memang ingin di mengerti. Tapi honestly, susah utk aku paham. For example, seorang wanita kata taknak, tapi sebenarnye die nak...macam mane tuh???haha..( contoh ini di ambil daripada blog seorang wanita yg menceritakan tentang diri die )

Sendiri

Terasa tersisih sendiri di pinggir sana
Kau tiada lagi di sampingku berbicara menyalakan api
Tika kau disampingku tuturmu ku anggap bisu
Tingkahmu untukku sumbang bagi diriku
Harapanmu padaku tidak kuendahkan

Nasihatmu madu penyembuh luka
Pabila bersamamu hilang dukaku
Lewat kusedari nilai cintamu
Pabila kau tiada lagi disisiku
Belaianmu kini masih terasa
Restu darimu membawa ku ke syurga

Lewat kusedari nilai cintamu
Pabila kau tiada lagi di sisiku

Andai dapat ku kembali mengubah yang terjadi
Pasti takkan kuulangi walau hanya sekali
Namun hanya doa yang bisa kukirimkan

Lewat kusedari nilai cintamu
Pabila kau tiada lagi di sisiku

Ku kan cuba tempuh hidup sendiri
Kerna kita kan akhirnya sendiri

The music is really nice. Lagu ni membawa msg yg jelas. Kite selalu tak menghargai sesuatu yg nyata di depan kite. Bile bende tu takde baru la kite menangisi pemergiannya..

The [ Caffeine + Ginseng]'s Effect

2006-10-19T04:18:00.000+13:00

Some ppl say, caffeine is not good for your health. It leads to sleeping disorder and has the possibility of causing peptic ulcer under excessive consumption. So, where do u find caffeine? Obviously in COFFEE! DaaaaHHH..! ( gedik for secs )

Alrite, since ramadhan started, i kinda stop drinking coffee and tea became my new fetish since then. Coffee used to have no effect on me when i was in deadly caffeinism. Coffee was like a plain water for me at dat time. So now, after a few weeks without real coffee, caffeine seems to give me an ultimate no-sleep effect.

As a result, i am here, in front of aiman's PC to write this because I CANT SLEEP and i dont feel like studying after hours of doing so. Yeah, thanks to tengkuk for the kopi. tengkuk's kopi ginseng was awesome!!..even got tongkat ali sumore..The MAN POWER unleashed..hoho. It has been a long time since i had that kopi in Malaysia and thank God i taste it after 2 years. U r the man tengkuk! I should have asked my mom to send the coffee earlier but i never thought of it before until tengkuk gave it to me last nite.hoho...

Now, i dont think i will drink much coffee like i used to do. Tea seems to be a great alternative. Still got caffeine in it though. I just had another sachet of instant coffee to stay awake for Barca VS Chelsea game. So today's plan is : Study - Soccer Match - Sleep - Study - Gym - Iftar.. STUDY STUDY STUDY..wahaha! Like WHITE n NERDY..have u heard of that song b4?? funny aiye!

The best form of advice

2006-10-17T06:53:00.000+13:00

Something that i realized lately. An indirect advice is the best form of advice. It makes ones think and reevaluate themselves. Should i say the advice is more "berhikmah" as compared to a direct in-the-face advice. Yeah, thanks to the bloggers who bother to generally advise others via their writings. Keep on the doing so. One thing, i like to listen to a conversation where someone is advising somebody else. Sounds like spying but it's worth doing. At least u can try to relate the conversation/advice to yourself and THINK later...alrite, take care and gud luck in your study homie. :p

A good old song

2006-10-15T01:15:00.000+13:00

Bintang kecil di langit yg biru.
Nampak terang diruang angkasa.
Kami ingin terbang dan melayang.
Jauh kini..di tempat kau berada.

Hehe..tetibe aku teringat lagu yg aku nyanyi utk adik aku masa die nak tido dulu2.tapi skrg takde dah la nak nyanyi2 lagu tu ngan die.die pon dah form 1 next year. tak sabar nak jumpe famili aku hujung tahun nih. yeay! :)

Thanks to all donors

2006-10-08T01:35:00.000+13:00

Pertamanya, terima kasih kepada si penderma yg menderma kepada kami, mangsa kecurian di 301 Riccarton. Serius aku terharu masa dapat duit hari tuh. Time tu mcm, nak nangis ke tak?..kalo nangis ada selor. pastu ada napie. pastu ada dak2 lain. so aku end up tersenyum gembira sambil menahan rasa terharu. Warga Canterbury memang pemurah. God bless Canterburians!!..

Lepas hilang laptop, aku memang takde nafsu langsung nak ber'blogging'. Kire layan2 blog orang yg ada dalam link aku jela.Pastu layan letak comment2 sebagai tanda memberi sokongan kepada si penulis. Paling teruk pon kacau chatter box orang.hoho!bistauf....

arrggghh...tanak tulis dah.takde idea.sentuhan blogging aku dah hilang bersama laptop aku!..(ketiduran mode - ala2 tomen nye YM status )

Pasrah

2006-09-29T12:01:00.000+12:00

I feel angry and lonely rite now. Now i know how important my laptop is to me. It is like my girlfriend and someone has just "dated" with her and keep her for life..i hope "u" will be back baby.. :p

The fact dat my laptop has been stolen is not a biggie actually eventhough i regard it as my "girlfriend".. What is the most precious item is a basketball video taken when i was in high school. I reckon the video is very nostalgic and always remind of the wonderful past which for some reasons motivates me be as good as what i used to be. I admit that i always watch the video if i feel down and seriously the video always give motivations after watching. Now it is not in my collection and the sad thing is, i am the only one who has that video. So i cant recover the video back..screw u burglars!

The morale of the story is, always back up your precious ones..

"The past remains historic. For the future we strive"

Sleeping disorder led to this

2006-09-27T01:35:00.000+12:00

why?...why?..why?. I cant sleep rite now and i really cant believe it! Well, it is impossible for not being able to sleep at this time around after a whole day of fasting and hours of completing the assignment. My brain should have been so exhausted by now. Weird~

Fasting.Tomorrow will be the 3rd day. Alhamdulillah, Allah still allows me to enjoy the Holy month of Ramadhan and give me the chance to purify myself and further improve my ibadah.Syukur.

Talking about Ramadhan, break-fasting is the obvious mostly anticipated event of the day..hehe and by having it collectively, it is just making Ramadhan more memorable. The happiness and bond can be felt at that time. That's not all ( like TV commercial )..One juzuk per nite makes tarawikh more memorable if u know what i mean. After all, i love Ramadhan and for those who dont fast, u miss the grace of Ramadhan. I mean, SERIOUSLY!!

"Buka kat masjid layan dowh..hehe"

Update

2006-09-22T00:00:00.000+12:00

Ok2.. i know it has been a while and i admit dat i am lazy to update this blog after the last one.

I am in Glade rite now and wondering when i am going to go home. After spending almost 4 hours for this one bloody question which confused me, i feel so sick. i am sick of looking on the notes, trying to understand every single bit and apply it to the question dat i am about to solve. 4 hours seem not enough for my brain. ( am i an idiot?..)

Apparently, i am working on the bridge. I gonna have a bridge competition on next Friday. The bridge is 80% done and i cant wait to see my BABY performs. Basically, the rule is, the bridge can stand 2 ppl and collapse when the third person steps in. So, it's all about accuracy and precision. I hope everything goes sweet and to those who read this, come and support the competition.It will be a great fun to see Civil Engr 1st pro students fall into the stream in front of UCSA..and one of them is ME!!

I think the Canterburians are going to have a picnic to celebrate our achievements throughout the year ( i assume je k!..RAM's achievement in particular..:p ) Ok, dat sounds good. Unfortunately, i also have a field trip on dat day which is just not goooooddd!! Why on that day Mr Lecturer!! ( this shows dat i have no clue about my lecturer's name. I dont give a damn ) Its ok..i can always socialize with them afterwards.

Ramadhan is coming. Past experience tells me that, celebrating Ramadhan i.e fasting in Christchurch is a great fun and i really love it. The fact that most of us will gather for tarawikh prayer and then have some so-called moreh, i just love that and looking forward to it. One more thing..hehe, for sure i will wake up for sahur ( i hardly miss sahur k!..my stomach is not strong enough to resist natural acidic juice ) So, i have no reason to miss subuh :p...well i am just hoping that we will have a great ramadhan and improve spiritually,mentally and physically.amin.

Thats all for this time. No more complaint yer tengkuk..Neng, ko jgn buat muka lak..haha!

P/S: Terasa nak letak gambar hot chicks, pastu tulis "AAAAaaaaaaaaaa...(endless)" :p

I love you!

2006-09-12T00:30:00.000+12:00

Specially to my family..I might not be a good son, but i do love you so much and only God knows how much i miss all of you.

Abah, i miss the moment where we sit outside the house having teh tarik made by mama and sometimes from me (but mostly mama does) and talk everything that came out in my mind. I should say, getting an advice from a GREATEST DAD is the greatest gift i have ever had in my life

Mama, "extreme" is not a word to describe your LOVE and CARE. It is more extreme than what i could ever imagined. I will definitely take care and love you more than anything for my whole life. I promise!

My big bros..i would say that u r my best buddies. I admit that i learned a lot from your success, experience and failure. You had shown me how to get things done in a right manner and asked me not to repeat the mistakes that u had made. Advices? Countless and they are precious! Really...!

My two lil sisters...when i need to express my childish side, i will do it with you. Having a wrestling on the bed, play silly games, making funny faces, playing at the playground, and many stuffs we had done together which i cant think of by now. I just cant believe that both of u are now grown ups!!

I know that i will never say this to you but believe me, the feeling and thoughts are always there...

"Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you."

To specialize or being an all-rounder

2006-09-11T23:47:00.000+12:00

Firstly, having seen a lot of my friends' blogs made me feel so inferior with the way they think, with the way the see the world, the way they define life and they way they write. I would say, I am not on par with them in many ways and respects their thoughts and mentality. Good job guys!

Well, straight to the point...What do u think? Being extremely good in particularly one thing or being an average all-rounder? I think, all of us have been told to be good in everything that we are doing in life. If u study, BE GOOD IN STUDY. If u play sport, BE GOOD IN SPORT. If u play musical instruments, BE GOOD IN IT...so basically everyone will try his best to excell in those things. The question is, are we really DAMN GOOD in those things? My experience tells me that, i ended up being an average joe in study, sports and all that i got involved in. BTW, I used to dream of studying in US and impresses NBA scouts so dat i can play in NBA..but God had better plans for me in NZ :)

Lets see others, like Tiger Woods..he started playing golf since 3 years old and i believe that he has been a golf slave since then. Now, look at him...he is a WORLD CHAMPION. What i am trying to say is, he focuses on one thing throughout his life and get the outstanding success. There are a lot of other examples but i just dont want to do further research.

The question now is, is it possible to be an EXCELLENT ALL-ROUNDER where u are damn good in everything u do....hmmm..Do we have the ability to master all? The question remains hanging..what would u say?

After all it depends on how we define a SUCCESS. How do we gauge our success in things that we've got involved in. I might not elaborate much, but i hope u understand what i am trying to say. Care to comment? :)

Update

2006-09-06T18:05:00.000+12:00

Holiday ended with a nite with Higher Education Minister, Dato' Mustapa and a new term started with Fluid Mechanic test which i think i screwed it up quite badly but luckily most of the students also admitted that they did badly..So, i am not too worry. We were in the same boat *cross fingers*.

Apparently, i am trying to adjust myself to a new way of life; trying to accept everyone's unique behaviour and learn from the differences possessed by each of us.To be honest, i am struggling to understand others. Well, it takes some times and i am determined to do it!

"Variety spices up life"

This is good

2006-09-01T07:00:00.000+12:00

When i read the words, i found it ok. Then i looked on the pic, i just cant stop laughing!! Even now i am smiling when writing this..It is an inspiring joke.Seriously, i really love it.Btw, this is the attachment of an email sent by my cool fluids lecturer, Mr Pedro Lee asking us to prepare for the test...Funny, really funny.

Mawi and Ina

2006-08-31T01:04:00.000+12:00

It has been a very unproductive week for me. Homework-never started. Study - in my dream la! - Dancing - didnt join,do haka instead. Afterall, this week is filled with nite-outing, supper, guitar self-lessons, games and soccer..what a holiday i had.

Lately, i had been quite emotional after knowing the fact that RTM and Astro had an interview,show, or watever u call it with Mawi and his ex-fiancee', Ina which discussed about why break-up, how do they feel, why this, why dat, why bla bla. I dont know how the show went was going on but as far as i know, they had an interview with those parties and hosted by Aznil and Rosyam Nor. Futhermore, i also knew dat Ina had published a book about her relationship or stories about the break-up with Mawi. I cant believe she had the gut to do such a stupid thing; telling the whole nation about your failed relationship!! Just because he is famous, it doesnt mean dat u have to expose his life/your life related to him!! everybody needs privacy sister!!

The first thing dat happened was, Ina published a book. Then, suddenly RTM and ASTRO decided to make a show about the broken couple. In my opinion, Ina is the one to be blamed. I dont think Astro and RTM would want to do the show until Ina had published the book. For me, they sort of taking advantage on the stupid action dat was taken by Ina i.e publishing a book. They realized that Ina's book had spiced up the stories and they knew the show will be profitable because there are MANY stupid reality TV-maniacs out there who are sooo crazy about Mawi and stupid issues such as celebrity break-ups!!

Mawi on the other hand, could not do anything other than giving a commitment to Astro as he has a contract with Astro (which i assumed..;p) Why i said that? Because Mawi did give an advice to Ina asking her to be careful with those people who want to take advantages on her ..That sort of shows that, Mawi realized that someone is taking advantage on them!!..The news report also said that Mawi was relax and cool during the show while Ina had been so emotional. Looking on the positive side, Mawi maybe layan je kot program tuh.Die pon bukan nak sgt heboh!!..hoho Report also said that Mawi did not say much about the problems and was so secretive. Yeah, dat is wat he should be doing. He is mature enough to think and say necessarily.

After a while, i also think that Ina should not be blame solely on this matter. Well, she might have been influenced by the book publisher to write the stories. Ina maybe at that time was so unstable and unconsciously agreed to write..i dont know aye!!..haha..actually i am trying to look this problem on the bright side and trying to blame those greedy TV stations and book publisher...hehe. Yeah,be greedy and get rich!

This incident pretty much shows how stupid some Malaysians are (or maybe most). We are more into this kind of junk. Come on la. Face the fact that we are so drifted away with the reality. We have been so mesmerized with fantasy. There are a lot of more importang things to be concerned of. Think of why Malaysian football are so lousy. Think of why Proton kinda failed. Think of self-improvement. Think of what can be contributed to the community and so on...

It seems easy to say, but to do it..hmmmmmmm. We dont know the real situation is. Only Allah,Ina,Mawi and some parties knew. After all, i can just speculate. Dont trust me k!! i was just giving opinions.To Mawi and Ina, act wisely. To RTM and Astro, be responsible. Mass Media have a massive influence on the people and your responsibility is also massive. Try not to mislead others ya!...Thats all for now. I wanna guitar..lalallalalala~

"Reputation is for time; character is for eternity"

Make-up

2006-08-27T02:32:00.000+12:00

Just an advice to all women out there..make sure u do make-up properly.I have seen a lot of women whose faces turn worse after applying the facial cosmetics. Keep the make-up simple. For me, the key thing is always to cover any skin flaw and please, dont make your face so colourful..!

"We are created BEAUTIFUL no matter how"

The crack cracks!

2006-08-21T21:52:00.000+12:00

Well...the pic pretty much shows how nasty a butt crack looks like in the eyes of others. No matter how cute, how rounded, how big, how sexy, how u-name-it your arses are, for me, if they come together with "cracks", they are just nasty and so turning off! hoho..Even if JLo flashes off her butt-cracks ("she has a nice sexy ass though"-quoted from most men), it seems crap to me.

I guess, whether it is an accident or not, showing off your butt-crack is a rude action especially if it happens in a social gathering. Some might say that, baggy jeans is a current trend but is it the only option we have to look fashionably cool? (another) Well, u know more than i do. They are plenty of ways to look decent yet gorgeous! Don't let yourself being laughed or judged by others. I know most of the people will remain silent, but the truth is some will have at least a lil' bit of negative yet ignorable perception towards you (probably it is only me..but still!).

"Against Butt-Crack"

WEIGHTconscious

2006-08-19T21:54:00.000+12:00

Q: What is the difference between a wife and a girlfriend?
A: It is 40 pound

Well, i came across with this joke while browsing around the web in the middle of holiday boredom ( now i think i miss my classes ;p). Some might have encountered this joke before but i dont mind to share it with u guys as a matter that is to be pondered about. Just an advice for those who are really concern about his/her body-figure or weight. Do not suffer yourself by going through diet plan. Eat whatever u want. Balance up with daily exercise as it is not only burn out your FAT, it keeps u fit and better-looking too. Now, u've got a 2-in-1 combo deal. After all, health is the first priority. Which ever u prefer, i am not your mom ;p

"Paris hilton is too skinny, Nathalie Kelley is ideal enough"

The past that tought me

2006-08-07T18:28:00.000+12:00

Looking at the past, i remember there was one day where one of my teachers called me for some counseling after i made a disciplinary problem in school.Basically, she was like the mentor for me and dat thing happened when i was form 5. Being a clean and considerably innocent student since form 1 (self-proclaimed ;p), nobody expected me to make a problem especially in discipline..Well, i am not going to mention about the wrong-doing, but i just want to point out something that i had learnt from that experience. My mentor called me and i still remember what she said at that time,

"Do not worry about others. U know who u are and u have been punished for the mistake dat u have done. We cant satisfy everyone and u cant stop them from talking badly about you..."

Considering the experience dat i had gone through all this while, many have negative feelings and perceptions about me and i sort of get used to dat. i dont bother eventhough i would think about it and i know this is a free world;free to think;free to speak out;free to what-ever-u-want-to-do...So, yeah do what ever u want.My policy is simple..."i dont disturb you,u dont disturb me" so we would live in harmony..hehe ;-)

The "Keys"

2006-08-04T01:34:00.000+12:00

"If you can see a woman as she is, with her weaknesses and strengths, then you can decide whether you have the ability to bring out the best in her and she has the ability to bring out the best in you—this is what makes a good relationship."

Since everyone is not perfect. Since everyone has weaknesses. Since everyone has unique strengths. Since everyone has feelings...Tolerance and understanding work well together. Keep it up and never give up with relationship!

what is my age?

2006-07-29T01:40:00.000+12:00

Somebody asked me about my age 15 mins ago. I remember that i replied 21. and now i just realized that i am not 21 but 20!!!.. i cant believe that i forgot about my own age!

My brain works!!

2006-07-28T03:22:00.000+12:00

Now, i am soo fed up. i have sleeping difficulties for the 2nd consecutive nite . Arrgghh! I have no idea what is going on with me. My mind cannot stop thinking..suddenly so many things come out in my mind before i am about to sleep; business plan laa, future plan laa, hobbies laa and i really cant stop my brain from thinking!!. i dont mind if my brain become so productive during exam, but please laa, i need my brain to rest before my body can relax!!..*sigh.

Since nothing much to do, so now i am browsing my ex-gf frenster..haha! It has been a year and i am still "duda anak tiga"...Siti said, i am a loving father but for me, she is soo special..!! wahaha..adoi aku pon tak tahu ape jadi kat aku malam nih..sorry ar,korang mesti tgh judge aku dan pikir yg bukan2 pasal aku..apa2 pon, aku tgh ngantok tapi takleh nak tido....

Just to share whut i had in my mind just now. i was thinking of developing a website. It is kinda like trademe but the difference is, my website doesnt sell things rather sells service like house-painting, computer repair, house cleaning, sports training, plumbing, wiring and so on..this will allow anyone who has skills but doesnt have the chance to offer it to the public to have a go and earn extra money...

Another one is, isn't it cool to own a studio apartment??..a small apartment which can only accomodate one or probably 2 persons. Then u have a small kitchen where you can put your espresso machine on. Small cabinets centilevered to the wall where you have all the spices and cool containers. Since the space is small, so you can easily figure out the combinations of colours for the wall and harmonize it with the colours of furniture..then you can put numbers of mirrors to make the space looks bigger. Cool art and sculptures are all highlighted with soft lights with the reflections from the wall blends the colour of the area really well. I have all the image in mind and cannot wait to earn my own money and buy one sooonn!!..hoho..mr petronas, dont reject me dah la..

oradio, getting better now and wanna sleep..nite all.

i am married to coffee...

2006-07-27T01:11:00.000+12:00

Damnit, i cannot sleep rite now...and i am blaming the assignments for the late nite sleeps for the past few days or probably because of the coffee that i have taken today.Just to share with you how addicted i am with the coffee..based on my shopping habit, i bought 100g of Robert Harris coffee and 4 litres of milk everyweek. However that was before i bought an espresso machine.Now, after 2 weeks having an espresso machine, i would normally buy 200g of ground coffee and 4 litres of low fat milk ( low fat milk makes a good froth ). The machine requires more ground coffee for yummilicous, creamy coffee juice.

From that 200g of ground coffee + milk, i can make 4 cups of coffee everyday in average. In an extreme condition, i can take up to 6 cups of coffee daily but that depends on the the temperature.The colder the more. Apparently, Irish ground coffee makes a good cup of coffee which tastes slightly like Caramel Macchiato. Now i am trying another type of coffee to compare the taste. I forgot the name but it smells really good; not like Paris hilton's fragrance, not like washing powder, not like your deodorant spray..but it is the smell of a bloody well roasted coffee blended with hazelnut and caramel..perghhhh.enjoy...(tgh high nih)

I sing, U sing

2006-07-26T21:24:00.000+12:00

Tonite, i feel much better after having a few days of hectic life with time mostly spent on nasty assignments in which you have no idea how to deal with..Last weekend i had 2 bbq's. One was with the CMSA people, and another one was a farewell bbq for our beloved senior, Din..

Farewell bbq was good; food was delicious, meeting up many people, and had a kareoke session with them (thanks to kakok for the kareoke set)...ok this is the not good part. You know, we had this kind of game where the one who sings will choose other person to sing next. That's fair enough, isnt it?..i thought it's gonna be really fun to have many people singing (voice doesnt matter..we are having fun aite?) but then it ended up many people refused to sing after he/she had been chosen. I wasnt happy with that but what can i do?..Even Bijan sings this one Newboyz song which nobody else has ever heard of. Munzir on the other hand sings a dangdut song which i think was cool eventhough the song was really funny (u know how dangdut song sounds like aite?).The atmosphere turned better after we had SINGSTAR. Singstar is a cool game and i recomend it for any social occasion. That was the time where everyone got excited as we had the representatives from two groups competing against each other to get the highest points. The concept of the game really had everyone goes crazy. I kinda like the feeling at that time though..

Perhaps, we need to be more sporting especially when dealing with social thing. I dont see any reason for us to be shy. Come on laa, we are singing in front of our frens,the ones that we know and tak payah nak kontrol2 ar..

i kind of annoyed but i have to accept the fact that everyone is unique in his/her own way in term of social life, mentality and priciples but i see that a few attitudes are appropriate to be changed in a controlled manner. It is just an observation based on my pathetic experience and knowledge....

"Espresso tastes really good especially if it is home-made"

p/s: paris hilton has nothing to do with it..;p

Bersatu Games at Dunedine 2006

2006-07-15T13:10:00.000+12:00

Bersatu Games 3-7 July..How brilliant it was. I agree with the fact that it was the best Bersatu Games compared to last year's Bersatu in Auckland. Not in term of numbers of medals we won, but the spirit and the bonding that were built during the Bersatu that made the games memorable.

4 medals; 2 bronzes contributed by handball and basketball teams, 1 silver by takraw team, and 1 solo silver medal won by Muiz in ping pong..Well, the achievement is something that can be proud of considering the fact that Petsoc ( Petronas Students of Canterbury ) was one of the smallest contingent in the Bersatu.

I don't really know what had happened to Muiz throughout the pingpong games because i didnt see him playing at all.Apology to you Muiz ( i am a bad sport officer !) However he was really eager to play. I remember he asked me to find other person to play basketball because the one of the pingpong matches was clashed with the basketball schedule..Luckily we could fix the timetable with the officials and walla! he can play basketball at that time! ( i cant imagine playing basketball without muiz..God saved me!) Well he did really well and deserved credits.

I reckon, one of the biggest highlights during the Bersatu was the basketball match for 3rd and 4th standings..we played against UMSA ( dont know the full words but it is an Auckland Malaysian club ) we had already defeated them in group stage but unfortunately we had to face them again after failing to win against CMSA ( Canterbury Malaysian Student Association..do i got it rite?..) in the semi. It was supposed to be an easy game as we had already defeated them before but u know..shit happens and it really does! We led all the way until first half. Somehow my 3 point-shoots were on fire! I couldnt remember how many three-point shots but i was really enjoying that moment ( it brought back the memories of the school days..huhu) Shit happened and for some reasons we had a terrible foul trouble..which had cost our two stars to be fouled out..Sam and Razwi, they did really well and the fouls commited were good fouls. That was the moment where the rising stars like Aiman and Anas came in to rescue the situation and the best part was they never played competitive basketball before!! yeah, they did a brilliant job though. Having an extra time ( the first extra time in Bersatu basketball history! i think laaa..hehe), we kept our composure to the max and defended aggresively. Credits to all supporters who brought the spirit in and syukurrrr because we won dramatically..i can't describe how ecstatic we were after winning (especially me,well u know me aiye!)

i didnt realize that i could play handball really well ( i mean for Bersatu level..) until i tried the first handball game of my life.. We didnt train at all, we didnt have any strategies, we didnt have good techniques, but we had two things...the spirit and endurance! I do really want to apologize to Abu Hurairah (Otago hero)..he guarded me really tightly like he was playing basketball with me. He never wanted me to move at all!! He stood in front of me trying to block any movement.He did it really well though.However, u know that in handball, the goalpost is in front of you and u had to throw the ball forward. Unfortunately, his presence in front of me had cost him hard blows on his face. Sorry for the broken glasses and knock on your face..That was how the game work dude and i cant help it anymore..huhu (guilty yet happy) After all, handball games were harsh yet brilliant and i want to play it again in the future.My hands work well with balls...hehe

Ok now, we turn to Sepak Takraw, the one that had won silver medals. I didnt watch the preliminary matches as i was competing in golf. I heard that the team did really well and hailed by everyone who watched. Even the massive cheer from the host, Otago failed to louse up their concentration and composure."EEEEYYYAAAAHHH!!" was the cheer. Sounded annoying at the first place but eventualy turned into a funny cheer after a while. I reckon, at the Bersatu level, u dont have to be good in so-called overhead kick. As long as u could head the ball well and juggle the ball steadily, u won't be having any problem to kick your opponent's arse. Besides that, strategy is vital; aiming for the weakest link, good ball positioning etc etc ...i m not good in this game though. Again, shit happened.Blame Curry Box Restaurant for the failure to perform in the final. What i heard was that, they had a massive buffet lunch before the final. Hehe..$10 for buffet lunch is really worthy!! So, they used that chance to stuffed everything inside the stomach..u cannot get this bargain in CHCH yo! Nuff said, they lost in the final..( the mystery of Curry Box remains...)

I played golf during Bersatu. That was the first experience of playing golf at golf course..Before this i tried driving range and it was a whole lot easier as u dont really have to direct your ball to a particular position.Hit, hit and hit..that's all what i do in the driving range. I thought i could handle the game well, but it wasnt going as planned. I screwed up most of my strokes... Actually i did not think of winning. For me at that time, when someone said "Gud shot alip!", that was like a gold medal for me. What do u expect when u never try the real game before? hehe..by the way, it was really fun to have a kickstart of golfing career as i might need to play golf in the future, maybe playing with my father or entertaining client..

tO Be cONtinued...

Crapping..

2006-06-23T20:30:00.000+12:00

i just realised that many of my friends are blogging!! and i am just too lazy to update this blog since my last post.i wonder how do they get all of those ideas to crap around in the blog..i guess writing is not my speciality and i am always fail to write good essays (no wonder my exam cam kantoi2..especially kalo ada essay) shit laaa...

Slow2..patience will be paid off. Btw, i am not so happy with the performance of Czech during the World Cup..hail to u Rosicky!!..Polak was the weakest link and the ultimate morale-downing element in the team during the last game against Italy..However, Van Persie had shown what a brilliant player he is by showing stunning skills during games..to Robben, u sucks!..solo bastard!..okla,this is getting out of control...

Exam is about to finish and i am going to Dunedine for Bersatu Games..basketball is always my first priority..followed by futsal and bla bla bla..ok, i have been training alone since past few days..and i just hope that i will be able to play most of the time..(even though my fitness is really BAD!!)..new pair of shoes might help me a lil' bit but still, teamwork is the ultimate thing when it comes to team sports...like what M.Jordan said, "TALENT can win a game, but TEAMWORK, SPIRIT, and TACTICS win a championship.." so, no solo-play..teamwork guys!!

Oradio, math exam is on monday and i still havent studied any shit...gud luck for me.gud luck for my friends.chow!

Confession I

2006-05-07T00:16:00.000+12:00

"Hello dude, bola pukol 430 ptg di Ilam Field"me
"Takde hal bro..."mrX
"Oradio, jumpe di padang"me

Those are common and general conversation that i have most of the evenings when i try to get people playing soccer. I dont really care if they reject my invitation and i realize that not all people are willing to spend their precious evening time kicking some balls on the field while chilly winds make the evening game less appealing...

However, what really matters to me is that the way they treat the invitations..430pm means 430pm..not 530pm u @#$#@$!!!! it is even worse if they dont come at all and as a result of that, some excessive swearwords will keep playing in my mind since then (or probably come out from my mouth ) Isnt it hard to get your ass ready a lil' bit earlier and be at the place at agreed time? Forget about stupid 'Janji Melayu' and starts a new way of social-life..!!

Waiting is always be an annoying thing that most humans endure and it is always best to be punctual in everything that u do so that u will not heat up your friends which might lead to undesirable frenship aura...

"Get sweat or die fat"

The kick-start

2006-04-30T21:16:00.000+12:00

My brain works at most of the time but never have 'spaces' to record those brilliant (should it be 'useless' instead?..) pieces of thought...

Just a warning to readers. My brainworks might be good but if u find it offensive or mind-poisoning, do not be reluctant to give your constructive comments or it might be safer if u just ignore it..

Oradio, Let the brain do its job...